Suta said............
Thus listining to the words of King Yuddhisthira and listening how he experienced all sorts of unusual inauspicious symbols, Arjuna with utmost grieve, became speechless.....Departure of his alter ego Srikrishna. His luster was gone, his whole body was trembling, while controlling his tears through hands he told to his elder brother Yudhistira how Srikrishna was the well-wisher, benefactor, intimate associate, charioteer and every thing to him.......
Arjuna said..............
Oh head of the people listen to me....now I am deprived of my lord Srikrishna..... His loss made me powerless; that power which surprised Gods and demons has now vanished with Srikrishna. I lost Him of whom being separated but for a moment certainly would make all universes appear unfavorable and void of all life, like they were all dead bodies. By the strength of His mercy I could vanquish all the princes who lusted for power at the selection of the bridegroom at King Drupada's palace where I gained Draupadi's hand by piercing the fish-target with my bow. Because of His support was I able to defeat Indra and his godly associates, I managed to enable the God of fire to set ablaze his forest, and could we realize our wonderfully decorated assembly house built by Maya (out of gratitude for saving him from that fire in the forest named Khaandava) where all the princes assembled to your honor bringing presents collected from everywhere. Under His influence our younger brother (Bhima), who has the strength of a thousand elephants, could kill (Jaraasandha) who was worshiped by many a king. It was He who saved the kings who by Jaraasandha had been brought (to his capital) to be sacrificed to the lord of the ghosts (Mahaabhairava).......They all paid you tribute after wards.
Seeing Draupadi on your lap who was wonderfully dressed with ornamented hair during the sacrificial ablution the Kourabas being in lust planned a wicked game of Pashaa and defeated all of us. After loosing Draupadi in the game, Duhsaasana caught Draupadi and pulled her hair at the Kuru assembly.....When Draupadi prayed in utter fear only Madhaba saved her. He also protected us when we ran into trouble, endangered in the forest by the intrigue of our enemies associated with Durvasa Muni, who arrived there to eat with his ten thousand disciples. By simply before they came to it accepting the remnants of the food, He (Srikrishna) made satisfied all the three worlds as well as the munis, who at the moment were bathing, by giving them the thought that they had been fed already. Under His influence only I could once pleased Lord S'iva and his wife the daughter of the Himalaya, because of which He and other gods rewarded me with their own weapons. And thus , living in this body, I succeeded to obtain a half-elevated seat in the house of Indra.
Goddess Parbati blessed me the magnificent weapon Akhyatuna and Lord Shiba being pleased with me awarded Paasupaata. With these two weapons I went to the abode of Indra. Seeing luster of Visnu in me all the Gods and Angels started worshiping me placing me a place as par with Indra. Due to his desire only I could defeat the demons and could win the faith of Gods. Because of His friendship alone I could, being seated on the chariot, cross the insurmountable ocean of the invincible existence of the military strength of the Kauravas.
Thanks alone to his friendship, I could with the enormous wealth and cattle wealth of the enemy; the brilliance of all the jewels I by force took from their heads. It was he who being sited on my chariot as charioteer with the power of his glance attracted the minds and ages(life) of enemies who with the wealth of their chariots were positioned on the battlefield. O great King, he(Srikrishna), for whose company the powerful weapons send by the royal personalities like Bhishma, Karna, Drona and Salya was not able to touch me as Prahallada was rescued surrendering Srihari I was saved thereby. ...............
During obliteration of Jayadratha, my horses got thirsty. To quench their thirst I came down of my chariot. Only due to his blessings none of my rivals took undue advantage of my situation.
jaahaara paada padma nitye.........gyaanie bhaabuthaanti chitte
kumati bale na bichaari..............taahaanku saarathi mun kari
se krushna basi mora paashe ........shobhana smita manda haashye
aanande kare kara dhari......bibidha parihaasa kari
I am thinking of him incessantly whose lotus feet is the center of thought of all the erudite persons....I am that wicked who made him serve me as my charioteer. That Gobinda sitting by my side holding my hands with his mild smile addressed me frequently as Paartha, Arjuna, friend and The son of Kuru. He also used to make a lot of jokes and frank.
When sleeping, sitting, walking and dining together, truthfully confronting one another and so on, I took Him by mistake for a friend alike me, while He, despite of my seeing Him lower in my offenses, tolerated me in the glory of His magnanimity like a friend accepting a friend or a father accepting his child. O Emperor, without the Supreme Personality, my dear most friend and well-wisher, my heart and soul are vacant...............................
O king, without the Supreme Personality, my dearmost friend and well-wisher, my heart and soul are vacant. Now I am, like a weak woman, defeated by infidel cowherds while I was protecting Krishna's wives. Having the same bow, arrows, chariot and horses, I am the same Arjuna and chariot fighter to whom all the kings offered their respects - all this became in a single moment, missing Him, as useless as butter offered to ashes, as money obtained by magic or as seeds sown on barren land.
O King, the rest of our friends and relatives in Dwaraka who were cursed by the brahmins , being drunk with rice wine(chaaruni madya), like fools killed one another with sticks, not even recognizing each other in that intoxicated state. Only four or five of them remained. It is the Supreme Personality, our lord, his desire that sometimes the living beings kill and at other times protect each other. Like in the ocean where the bigger ones eat the smaller and the stronger ones devour the weaker, o King, took the same way the Omnipotent One the burden of all the Yadus in one stroke, away from the earth, by having the stronger Yadu kill the weaker one and the bigger Yadu kill the smaller one in a fight. Bearing in mind the words spoken by Govinda, his deeds for welfare of the humanity....my heart aches....
"Iswara kridaa e jagata.................praanie Iswara aayata
maaranti eku aara bale....................jala jantue jenhe jale
nirbala jantuku gilanti.......................nija marana najaanati"
When the Supreme lord plays with his maya, being in the clutch of ignorance creatures kill one another thinking oneself deathless. This causes mass destruction......for the equilibrium of creation.
Suta said: "Thus thinking of the lotus feet of the Lord and what he had instructed in the intimacy of deep friendship, Arjuna found his mind calm and free from all material concerns. Arjuna's devotion purified his mind and ended all contemplations.
krushna charane anudhyaane............... chitta nirmala shaanti gyaane
thilaa je ashesha kalusha.....................bhakti manthane galaa naasha
Devotion purifies mind and body and ends all sins.
Recalling the instructions of the Supreme Lord about the eternal in the midst of the battle and thinking of his time and actions he dispelled the darkness of his ignorance and became master of his senses. By his spiritual capacity he ended the doubts raised by the duality of being identified with the material world. Listening to the deliberations about the disappearance of the Supreme Lord to his abode and the end of the Yadu dynasty, Yudhishthhira decided to withdraw himself and also leave for the sake of the soul............
Kunti heard about Srikrishna's dissapearance and devastation of Yadu dynasty in her own abode. That very moment she released herself from material existence and devoted herself in the lotus feet of Srikrishna. That unborn who to reduce the burden of earth took human body in Yadu dynasty relinquished that. As a thorn is used to extract another thrown, he used his earthly body to reduce the burden of earth and gave up that after the work was done. As an actor takes different characters for a purpose, and he himself remaining unchanged, The eternal manifested himself in this earth as different births as he did in Mastcha and other incarnations and relinquished the bodies after finishing the job.
As soon as Mukunda, the eternal left the earth, Kali the world in its fullest, creating inauspicious ambience for those whose minds are not awakened. Yudhisthira seeing the grip of the vicious circle of avarice, ignorance, falsehood, dishonesty, irreligion, violence, understood that it was time to leave and enthroned in the capital of Hastinapura as the master of all land bordered by the seas, his grandson Parikhita, who was properly trained and equal to himself in all respects by his qualities. At Mathura he made Vajra (the son of Aniruddha) king of Surasena, after which he had a prajapatya sacrifice performed for being able to find the fire in himself to attain his goal.
sakala bhoga dura kari...................... sharira bandha parihari
aatmaare aatmaa agni jaali....................sarba- bishaya-ghruta dhaali
gyaana gochare agni paana........................takhyane dharmara nandana
sarba sampada kari dura........................... nirmala- raaga- ahankaara
ashesha karma paasha chedi.....................joge sharira sandhra rundhi
bachana mane lina kari..............................baayu dhaarane mana dhari
baayu dhaarana praana jehi.....................apaane taahaaku mishaai
apaana utscharga sahita.........................je maarge hoe antargata
se mrutyu debaku panchatwe......................panchaku panchare ekatwe..
puni panchaku tini gune..................................tr iguna samasta kaarane
taahaaku jibe dei sthaana..............................jen e jibara paritraana
sakala guna parihari................................ .......aatmaare aatmaa homa kari
brahma nirbaane thoi chitta..............................utta ra pathe upagata
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Renouncing all the material pleasure, he (Yuddhisthira) became uninterested perfectly being detached from the unlimited bondage. He performed the sacrifice of his soul into his soul by poring the oil of desire. He withdrew his speech into his mind, his mind with his other senses into his breath, his breath he withdrew in death, and in full dedication he united that with the body made of the five elements (pancha bhuta namely fire, water, earth, sky and air). Having offered those five elements to the three qualities of nature(Satwa, Raja and Tama), he placed that in soul; renouncing all the elements (gunas) there by performed the sacrifice of soul. Concentrating upon the Supreme Brahman he marched towards north.
King Yudhisthira, unaware of his ruptured clothes, marched forward. He refusing solid food, stopped speech and untied his hair. He began to look like a madman and an unengaged urchin not listening to anyone as if he had become dumb and deaf. he, constantly thinking about the supreme, headed towards that path in which the saints and sheers of yore got salvation. He was followed by his four brothers who were embracing their subjects with great joy. Surrendering themselves in the lotus feet of Krishna they could end up all the blemishes and achieved the auspicious status. Vidura was on his forest stay renounced his material body, being free from the curse of Brahmana, went with forefathers towards his abode. Draupadi also, following the footsteps of her husband, concentrated, single pointed on Lord Basudeva, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, and reached him thus. Surrendering to his lotus feet, Pandu sons and Draupadi could remove the illusion of world (Samshaara).
end of panchodasha adhyaaya...................
